it feels like a sickness all the time
oh it's awful being so thoughtful
cursed with a considerate mind
and i wonder now what triggered
this little lifelong luck
where i trust so quick
and i care too much
it makes me feel weak
it makes me feel weird
when i realize that hurting other people
is my greatest fear
how did i get so fucking gentle?
how did it come to this?
i can't deal with how those other boys treat you
when i can't even fake a kiss
oh here's my deal
i want to keep it real
so lets have a heart to heart
and let it all spill out
oh i'm a good guy oh don't be fooled
honesty brands my hands with a golden rule
and i'm here to calm any of your doubts
but i've got no strong right cross
ain't got no home run swing
just my open heart
and these words i sing
how did i get so fucking gentle?
how did it come to this?
which moves did i make, oh what mistakes
made me so sensitive?
i will love you hard
with my soft-spoken charm
but i don't gotta hear that i'm the best
yeah i'm not in this for the conquest
but how did i get so fucking gentle?
how did it end up like this?
i can't deal with how those other boys treat you
when i can't even fake a kiss on your lips
An intimate (and instrumental) improvised solo guitar meditation on the vastness of the unknown, from the Appalachian mountains. Bandcamp New & Notable Mar 23, 2021