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while the light is fading

by yellowbirddd

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1.
134 04:26
Thought I was in heaven Up on the 134 Looking down thought I could see your front door Felt like laughing So I started to cry Love is something It can take your lifetime Tell me how to come back from this love If the heart is a weapon Then why would you lie Here beside me For thousands of nights? Saw you falling Reaching out to the sky I’m still calling I guess I have to try Tell me how to come back from this love
2.
spin 02:27
Spin me around Take me out Of my broken patterns Summer love Young and dumb I still miss you like a drug My heart’s breaking all the time This fleeting world It’s a carnival You tried on the feeling But it didn’t fit You felt like shit All your clothes you took them off My heart’s breaking all the time So hold me Know me Now So hold me Calm me down My heart’s breaking all the time Spin me around Take me out Of my broken patterns Summer love Young and dumb I still miss you like a drug
3.
relax 04:02
Sometimes I feel absolutely nothing Los Angeles is cloudy and I’m closing my eyes Dull the edges of the day With caffeine and purple haze Black out the ache and worry in my mind And I know you feel it too The boredom and the blues Well just relax Keep your heart open Relax there’s nothing to fear Relax keep your heart open Come back I want you here Cause lately I’ve been longing for something I push and pull til my purpose gets lost My friend showed me your picture And it filled my chest up with butterflies Now you’re the light in all my dark And I know you feel it too Yeah we all got work to do So just relax Keep your heart open Relax there’s nothing to fear Relax keep your heart open Come back I want you here When our hearts They burn out (hearts burn out) I’ll meet you on the bridge (on the bridge) Cause I am lost without you (without you) So I have everything to give So just relax Keep your heart open Relax there’s nothing to fear Relax keep your heart open Come back I want you here Relax Keep your heart open Relax there’s nothing to fear Relax keep your heart open Come back I want you here Come back I need you here
4.
crashing 04:33
He runs in the street Feels incomplete Knowing God ain’t watching He’s chasing a dream Losing speed Knows time ain't stopping And we can’t calm down But I’ll stick around I’m at the end With my druggie friends Watching it all come crashing Pack a change of clothes And some chemicals that’s all I’m asking She lies through her teeth Looks down at her feet Says her mind’s gone mental She’s got no regrets And more cigarettes And they draw like a pencil And they make a long list Of times she’s resisted any help I’m at the end With my broken friends Watching it all come crashing Pack a change of clothes And some sense of hope that’s all I’m asking I’m at the end With my broken friends Watching it all come crashing Pack a change of clothes And some sense of home that’s all I’m asking
5.
how to be 03:25
Hold me up I’m scared of everything I love Except you Wake me up Coffee and cake on the mattress Just cause I don’t wanna know How to be without you Yeah I don’t wanna know I don’t wanna see the day through They add up Miles and graves I've caved For your love For our love Cheer me up In a second I’m saved At only your touch By only your touch And I don’t wanna know How to be without you Yeah I don’t wanna know I don’t wanna see the day through Hold me up I’m scared of everything I love Except you
6.
Lost in a daydream I saw you Bright and amazing You came through My queen of hope Gone up in smoke Are you letting go Of who you’ve been? My queen of hope Crying eyes of gold Are you letting go Of nothing? My mother my lady Where are you? Life can get crazy I need you My queen of hope Gone up in smoke Are you letting go Of who you’ve been? My queen of hope Crying eyes of gold Are you letting go Of nothing? In my life I keep closing all my eyes I can’t even recognize Who I am My queen of hope Gone up in smoke Are you letting go Of who you’ve been? My queen of hope Crying eyes of gold Are you letting go Of nothing?
7.
pipe dream 02:03
Looking out the end of a pipe dream Man it was a weird scene Last year in my head You felt like you knew me You could see right through me I was shifting in my chair, with your hair, With my hands I had no plans So wake me up with good luck and a kiss Forget your mom forget your job forget your kids Cause I’m skipping out I’m leaving town I’m going north with all that I’ve ignored There’s this girl in my mind I can see her everyday of my life She lifts me up when I least expect it And I’m collected for the evening Smile wide so you can see it tonight I hope you see it tonight
8.
devil 03:52
You don’t care to know How it feels inside The city of los angeles With a devil my mind Burn down my memories I don’t need them anymore I ended all my friendships And you started a war So tell me Do we have a problem? Cause I got a big heart Keeps breaking on me You don’t care to know How it feels inside The city of los angeles With a devil driving blind Burn down my memories I’m lost out on the shore I settled all my friendships That summer before So tell me Do we have a problem? Cause I got a big heart Keeps breaking on me And you don’t understand I know that man I hate that man Yeah you don’t understand I know that man I hate that man Yeah I hate that man So tell me Do we have a problem? Cause I got a big heart Keeps breaking on me
9.
I left you in the dust I wanted you to know Heard a song that I could trust Coming from a stereo Now I’m out here in the wind Colder than the snow i’m scaling up a fence It’s criminal And difficult to love I’m difficult to love Fifty city blocks A scarf around your neck Invisible devotion Actual regrets I wanted you to hold me But you never could connect You’re difficult to love Yeah you’re difficult to love And now I dare to take a chance With no one there to hold my hand Through the mess A new name in my head A voice that I don’t know Is it threatening? Is it beautiful? The questions won’t get answered Til you bring them up It’s difficult to love
10.
hatchet 04:16
All my vices came around in a storm cloud I stood in the rain for hours An art school girl from Toronto Is twirling her pen Lost in a moment Closed and open Is there anything sadder than an empty street? A broken home burglary Like a common crook I took another look That you wouldn’t see My mind wades Through your brainwaves When you don’t say Anything Try to cut back To what happened Just can’t bury The last hatchet All my longings lead me back to a small town Running my demons down A blonde haired girl from the desert Is driving a van Lost in the moment Looking for someone Is there anything left for us to talk about? Empty words still falling out Like a common crook I took another look Your eyes to the ground My mind wades Through your brainwaves When you don’t say Anything Try to cut back To what happened Just can’t bury The last hatchet But I still get choked up Don’t let my hopes up I still get choked up Yeah I do ~ outro chorus ~
11.
Quit knocking me down Won’t you fill me in? Peace is a war And love is a prison Unlock the door Let me in Your love is a fire And your heart is a prism So tell me what you want from me Late at night When you’d call for me I felt you flashing back Sand in the hourglass Drowning our history This open heart surgery On no sleep I felt you cut deep “Why do you stay with me?” And tell me what you want Yeah tell me what you want from me Was it young love? Or nothing at all? I can’t say that I’ve done no wrong So tell me what you want Yeah tell me what you want from me
12.
negatives 03:45
I can’t tell you what to sing I gave up on everything Lost you in the falling snow I’ve been calling where’d you go? Your mind’s a camera kid You’re looking at all the negatives Now I’m never certain never sure What you felt behind the door You were on the other side I can’t get you back this time Your mind’s a camera kid You’re looking at all the negatives Now my heart is broken Now I can’t smoke Now I can’t sing Heart out in the open Over everything I can’t tell you what to sing I gave up on everything

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produced, mixed & engineered
by peter recine and kyle biane
at the market recording echo park ca
mastered by master frasco
cover photo by andrea martin

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released November 11, 2022

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